Well, I feel like I need to get something out, but I don't know exactly what. So I think I'll just ramble on here for a bit and hopefully what I feel like needs to get out does. As such, some of the ramble might not be about BIID, but maybe life in general and other things.
Yes, I do realize that it seems if some of (if not all of) my opinions and takes on thing can be a bit controversial, even rub some peoples nerves the wrong way. I try to be tactful when I give my opinions, but I will be the first to admit that it could be better done, and I need to (and am) working on it. However I don't plan on being 'politically correct' in my proceeding rambles, and I hope that no one will take offense. I may also refer to biid as if it only applied to that amputee side of thing, and I'd hope that people take note that biid is more than just amputees stuff. The reasoning for doing so with biid is because that is how it is currently affecting me. Also I may use terms that might be more better described with another term.
Monday, December 20, 2010
Linguistics.
Ah, such a fascinating field. A fairly complex one at that, but nearly everyone has took it for granted.
Linguistics, is such an enthralling field for me, and yet full of so many questions.Although I use the term "enthralling" quite loosely, as it is technically impossible to be enthralled with anything, while still having unresolved/ineffective treated biid.
One of those questions is how does, or how did one person in their own language learn the language of another. With no knowledge whatsoever of the other language. And no inherent or well defined middle language to work with.
Linguistics, is such an enthralling field for me, and yet full of so many questions.Although I use the term "enthralling" quite loosely, as it is technically impossible to be enthralled with anything, while still having unresolved/ineffective treated biid.
One of those questions is how does, or how did one person in their own language learn the language of another. With no knowledge whatsoever of the other language. And no inherent or well defined middle language to work with.
My accomplished BIID 'desires'.
I don't know if to say, not wanting any teeth would necessarily qualify as biid. But I also don't see why not.
So I guess, I should state what my biid desires or needs are (or were), like I've previously stated somewhere that one of them were (and remain to be) a left above the knee amputee, about just under half way up the thigh. Another one was to not have my teeth, at least the majority of them.
I say was one of my intense desires and often thought about, is that I do not have those anymore, in regards to my teeth. How'd I get rid of those desires and thoughts?
So I guess, I should state what my biid desires or needs are (or were), like I've previously stated somewhere that one of them were (and remain to be) a left above the knee amputee, about just under half way up the thigh. Another one was to not have my teeth, at least the majority of them.
I say was one of my intense desires and often thought about, is that I do not have those anymore, in regards to my teeth. How'd I get rid of those desires and thoughts?
An often asked FAQ.
But, seemingly, rarely answered.
So I'll attempt to answer them, of course as it applies to me and only me, as that is all I can do.
So I'll attempt to answer them, of course as it applies to me and only me, as that is all I can do.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
The irony...
The more I talk/type about biid, the better it feels, in regards to the biid feeling.
However, the more I talk/type about it, the stronger, and more intense those feelings become.
To the point of being overbearing, for example, I haven't slept, in about three days, neither I have ate nor drank anything (not even water) in those same three days.
Yet, again I ask how can this be healthy? How can this be doing no harm?
Sadly, the same thing seems to have happened with
However, the more I talk/type about it, the stronger, and more intense those feelings become.
To the point of being overbearing, for example, I haven't slept, in about three days, neither I have ate nor drank anything (not even water) in those same three days.
Yet, again I ask how can this be healthy? How can this be doing no harm?
Sadly, the same thing seems to have happened with
The biid hierarchy..
Not that I'm trying to establish one, just that of what are my opinions from what I see and feel.
It seems that the amputee "biiders,” at least the unresolved ones.
It seem they have things worse of than those of say people, with paraplegic biid feeling.
It seems that the amputee "biiders,” at least the unresolved ones.
It seem they have things worse of than those of say people, with paraplegic biid feeling.
An Eternity.
I've often wondered to myself, would I by happy with having a left leg for an eternity?
Which is usually after some often long times of deep and pondering thoughts and doing nothing else but thinking, often reaching up to eight hours or more, sometime the whole day and night. The answer seems to always come back a resounding:
Which is usually after some often long times of deep and pondering thoughts and doing nothing else but thinking, often reaching up to eight hours or more, sometime the whole day and night. The answer seems to always come back a resounding:
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